Growth

I’ve been on a journey.

Through therapy I have found that I am growing and learning.

With my new relationship I am in a safe space, and it has allowed me to open up and not be afraid of expressing myself.

This doesn’t mean I don’t have bad days anymore, because I still have them.

I’m getting better at explaining how I feel on those days, and I am coping better.

I’ve started reading again, and I am opening up myself to learning new things, both at work and home.

Am I scared? Yep.

Scared of feeling okay, scared of things going south, and scared of getting hurt. But that’s okay. It’s normal to be feeling these things.

I’m no longer shoving those feelings down to “deal with later”. I’m learning to be uncomfortable to get to being comfortable.

It’s a day by day thing, and it’s not going to be easy.

But I’m ready.